If we have common goals or interests or aspirations let's talk (calendly invite link)

took a caffeine pill then accidentally locked in to responding to stuff on discord for an hour OOPS I still got do copyediting before my class in 2.5 hours so no more phone

reminder

I think it's good to be focused on only the things and people that are relevant to moving your life forward in the direction you want to move it in but I also think it's good to have regular sources of randomness;

been using twitter more on purpose partly as an exercise in trying to be less anxious abt being perceived generally and I feel like it's actually helping

so far today I have more or less frolicked

rickroll rigamarole

have been coming up with a numeral system instead of doing work all morning this is great/awful

ok time to lock the fuck in on my manual project I have 5 hours max and half of that is during online class

It's highkey annoying that the structure of school is a big part of what helps me actually do shit and learn shit but now I'm not doing anything I especially care about so it's like damn my limited focus energy is being partly wasted on just getting grades!!! this is the burden I must bear for getting myself into this situation though. just one more year