🎵🎶Dear, don’t look back anymore

After all those waves have gone by,
even if those countless ‘what if’s torment you,
now you’ll be protecting yourself🎶🎵

No.2 (with parkjiyoon)

tfw you wake up, trembly, anxiety creeping into your veins, try to get back to sleep despite nightmares, can't, keep tremble stupidly, eventully get up, and after however long,still trembelying.

I want to reply to people, but every time I'm like "NOW!" something interrupts, my brain stops braining, my arm shoots up too badly, my head hurts too much, focus isn't there, or my mood is so dropped it SUCKS. Including all the fun giddy stuff. And I hate it. Every time I start getting better (even a little) at contact... ._.

<rant>

S/N/A/P goes on a card.

You can only buy certain goods with it.

they cannot be hot food. (In fact, if the store only has, say, a hot chicken? They must let it cool before you can buy it as "cold").

If someone is

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Fredday doesn't understand DST. He keeps wanting my mom up earlier and it's like he "knows" the time is "wrong" - since cats are very schedule-based creatures (usually).

I'm lucky and grateful and appreciative my sister paid for my eye exam and frames. But (and this isn't a complaint in a sense at her or the place) I wish they were ready already T_T I know it takes times, but my eyes/head... I just want the pain to chill... And same with my arm- but again, won't have more info for another

New dream / nightmare theme that keeps reoccurring - started either this Summer or Spring -- horses. Trying to get on a horse to escape something. Usually either while also rescuing something/someone else or most recent, rescuing the injured/dying horse. Super new...

Y'all!! I need to go lay down, but look!! Someone sponsored as my Guardian on Finch!!!! 🥺😭💜

Carving that pumpkin/working on it for like 2 hours (using a tool I hadn't used before/freehanding/etc) with a bad arm already, really did a number on my arm... my wrist, elbow, shoulder... even lower back is REALLY feeling it more so than usual ._.

GO FUND ME FOR A PUP: MOONCAKE ->Donate to Mission Mooncake: A Journey to Healing, or...PLEASE SHARE